not okay.
If I’m being honest
with you
I dream about
complete darkness
every night to
grow accustomed to
a life in complete silence.
I dream about
a day where
every night I
am—can be
happy.
I’m…
not happy
not okay
not
okay
because if I
continue with the “not”
then my next words
will continue to
weigh
me down
like a ball
of iron
chained
to
my
leg.
I am…
here